this is getting sad

This labor day weekend is like heaven. I have had moments to recollect my sanity. Lots of those glorious moments of sanity. Moments where I didn't have to think about my sleeping schedule, my eating schedule, my homework schedule. Now that I know my schedule after an unexpectedly grueling week, I know what I need to do. My calendar is streamlined, homework is done, bathroom is clean. I feel like me again. Not a limping invalid working in overdrive, just to keep from yelling at people, "LEAVE ME ALONE, THIS IS HARD." Its hard for me to get anywhere, its hard for me stay awake, its hard for me to get my homework done the way I want it done. But this weekend, is what I needed. Its going to continue to be difficult for me to blog continuously. I am in class for 18 hours a week. Ideally, this means that, for every credit hour I should be spending two to three hours outside of class studying. At first I laughed at this suggestion, but its something I gotta do. I've also struggled with what I want this blog to be. Particularly that I want people to read it haha. Like, I think maybe that I should make a recipe blog because I'm a foodie. But, I'm also a college student and I have no kitchen. Then, I think I should talk about my music and concert adventures or my running or my crafting or, more recently a blog talking about my experiences through premed undergrad. and eventually onto pa school or med school, because there aren't very many. I think that limiting myself to one of these aspects of my life, would be cutting my blog short in some way of who and what I want to contribute to it- myself. Of course, if I just keep blogging about how lame my blog is, I won't have anything to worry about because then really no one will read it. :)


In the mean time, get excited about this!!! September 20! Its getting close.





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