I'm back at school again and in some ways it feels like I never left.
Its weird how much this place feels normal when about 5 months ago, I had no idea what it would be like.
Christmas break feels like a blur, when just two weeks ago, it felt like it was the only thing I was living for.
I feel like I'm learning so much, coming to so many revelations at once that I don't know what to do with any of them.
My drive back here was an interesting one because of this. Every song I put on, had something that I related to and I had a whole bunch of thoughts and things that I turned into determination to do certain things differently. Every song seemed to be exactly what my heart was saying and my mind was full of so many things that I have forgotten a lot of what I was supposed to do when I stepped out of the little world I had made in my car for two hours and got back to real life.
Sigh.
"Used to want time to run so quickly
Now crawling is fine
Cause the older I get the more
I see I need every moment
To let my roots grow down deep" - Jillian Edwards
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